No longer a slave to Fear

Hi if you ever read my blogs or anything sorry I not wrote for a long time. lets just I've a hard couple of years and most of my writing has been focused to journels and random writing that is sorta turned into a book.

The reason I'm writing this today is a number of recent inspirations and also realisations really. 
I have recently realised how much braver I am than I used to be a strange but interested fact when I was up the radio city tower I looking down and realised if u had said to me 3years ago I would have freaked out.

So I've decided to write this blog to encourage you that fear can be overcome and so maybe hard than others like I'm not perfect yet I still get scared on escalator but I'm getting there.
 To truly understand this I most write done some of the things I was afraid of and how I feel I'm no longer a slave to. 
1. Fear of new people- Used to not approach new people with a fear they wouldn't like me. 
This came to a point of leaving social occasions due to fear aka I left a party and made a stupid accuse to go home. 
2. Self Esteem- Still have a slight time where I feel rubbish but not as bad as use to be. 
3. Mirror image- Hated looking at myself in a mirror fearing that If I truly saw who I wouldn't like me and everyone else would feel the same. 

There is alot more but I'm not gonna voice them cause lets face It, I'm not longer a fear to them and I don't except a life like that. In fact I am not define my fears they made me me In someways but at the end of the day they don't define me. 
This kinda feels like therapy you know if I can help just one person by being so honest I hope I can tears always run down my face. 

What is FEAR ? I don't know got to be honest what I know of it can be powerful and even paralyze you but If you know that there is a more powerful thing and that is God.
 If you ever like watching film one of my favourite quotes has to be from Hunger Games 
'There is one thing stronger than Fear and that Is Hope'. 
If you can hope that even though it seems so scary and you can't move with the fear hope can help you to overcome.
I believe so much I can spend forever talking myself out of situations and feeling trapped but I'm so much braver than I seem. 

Being able to look back today I can say If have perservered and not given up. I still have fears to overcome but you know what I feel like I'm getting there. 
I wanna set you a challenge do something tomorrow that scares whether its getting in a lift or speaking up in a school where everyone speaks lies. Face the that fear soon don't wait around for 10years its boring and not exciting. 
Hope this helps someone today please comment and I will try write something new soon 
 xx