Is this one for the people?Is this one for the Lord

Well since my last post I've had many times with God the best times you spent are mostly just listening. I've found I have thought I could go it alone leaning on my own understanding so to speak it hard but true. Well If I was to tell you everything I have heard from God I would actually have to write a book called what God says or something but who can tell the true mystery that he has to say. What I will tell you that the best has yet to come and we will have struggles of life that we most face before we have a victory. The reason for the name of this post is this I have spent most of my time listening to

 Dc talk song -What If I stumble ?

Yes I most admit most recently I found it very hard that everything is going to be good. I am unemployed still living with my parents and 23 almost 24 and when faced with friends around you marrying ,having kids and basically living independently kind makes me think what have I done. I might be unemployed but you know what God has me here for a reason beyond my control. I’ve come close to moving out many time but wasn't ready or my mum got sick but do you know what I now don't regret it and when I finally leave I'll know it for a good reason. And who truly know Gods plan hey. I would rather acknowledge Jesus with my lips than deny him by life style.

Christianity and believing is hard I'm telling you there is times when I've though what I stumble ? and you know what he always reminds me of what he has done for us. While we was still sinners he died for us he could but have took the easy way out but he didn't.
So on my final note remember these things . God loves you !! He died for you!! and He already won the fight. Don't deny what he has done and start acting like your a Christianity the last thing non Christians want to see is a fake Christian lead them the wrong way. And you know what I know its hard I've been there got the T-Shirt and the hat and the book and all the what if this or maybe this life would be so much easier if you could skype God.

 I'm writing this at 2am almost so most b wise. Final words are these:
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the LORD, “and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the LORD, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.” Jeremiah 29v11-14.
God Bless
Liz xhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kg6HedZ4xGs

'Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air'

'Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need To see me through

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you've got the love I need to see me through'

You have no idea how music can effect you mood at the right time'

http://www.YouTube.com/watch?v=PQZhN65vq9E

It is funny how your life can sometimes reflex music but believe me I have felt a lot like throwing the towel in so to speak in the past week or so from my last blog.  And I agree I find it tough alot I mean I used to be the shyest person ever never used to speak to anyone.You can usually tell when there is something I really stressing about or worried about as I try my best to fade into the background alot. And I've done that a lot very recently. There is times when I feel rubbish quiet honestly that something Ive prayed about do not go right what so ever or really don't know what God has to say. 

When I moan at God I moan about everything but Love,relationships,marriage so eventually moan 'when this going to happen blah blah blah' and I give in and finally STOP! and that when he speaks to me. If your a women reading this your probs thinking I do this all the time. Well I don't Its usual what I think about yes but never moan at God its always been that thing I don't talk about just you take it Lord I don't care but really I do!! 

So this is why this weekend was so amazing to me Friday some of the women of are housegroup decided to go to Manchester to a meeting for Women obviously I didn't expect a thing just nice music and a chance to talk to women but what I got far more than I bargained for. First a verse that has followed me everywhere Isaiah 61v1 mostly 'The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,' That one it made me listen or to start then the preach got up and she started to speak about being seated in heaven places and how much he love us and stuff I was like I've heard this before. Then she talked about the worries of life and I was thinking on like pain and suffering that sort of thing. 'NO your worries can be anything' she said ' Stop worrying about finding Mr Right this is a worry of life root you self in things of God not this' Let just say crying and lots of it embarrassingly. 'Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things'  
Colosians 3v2. So what ever was said on Sunday kinda followed it was God tell me how much he loved me and to lay down everything. Need to start carrying tissues seriously. I have defently layed it down no doubt about that.

Its not like it stop there it carried on till Monday so UCB spoke to me to will save that for next blog. So remember God Loves you stop listening to the worldly things and worries that seriously annoy you and go to God at the end of the days worries of life always get you Down But remember he got love to bring you through !!  And Stop Moaning about it or Him and Start Listening ok !! God bless thanks for reading !!