'Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air'

'Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need To see me through

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you've got the love I need to see me through'

You have no idea how music can effect you mood at the right time'

http://www.YouTube.com/watch?v=PQZhN65vq9E

It is funny how your life can sometimes reflex music but believe me I have felt a lot like throwing the towel in so to speak in the past week or so from my last blog.  And I agree I find it tough alot I mean I used to be the shyest person ever never used to speak to anyone.You can usually tell when there is something I really stressing about or worried about as I try my best to fade into the background alot. And I've done that a lot very recently. There is times when I feel rubbish quiet honestly that something Ive prayed about do not go right what so ever or really don't know what God has to say. 

When I moan at God I moan about everything but Love,relationships,marriage so eventually moan 'when this going to happen blah blah blah' and I give in and finally STOP! and that when he speaks to me. If your a women reading this your probs thinking I do this all the time. Well I don't Its usual what I think about yes but never moan at God its always been that thing I don't talk about just you take it Lord I don't care but really I do!! 

So this is why this weekend was so amazing to me Friday some of the women of are housegroup decided to go to Manchester to a meeting for Women obviously I didn't expect a thing just nice music and a chance to talk to women but what I got far more than I bargained for. First a verse that has followed me everywhere Isaiah 61v1 mostly 'The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,' That one it made me listen or to start then the preach got up and she started to speak about being seated in heaven places and how much he love us and stuff I was like I've heard this before. Then she talked about the worries of life and I was thinking on like pain and suffering that sort of thing. 'NO your worries can be anything' she said ' Stop worrying about finding Mr Right this is a worry of life root you self in things of God not this' Let just say crying and lots of it embarrassingly. 'Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things'  
Colosians 3v2. So what ever was said on Sunday kinda followed it was God tell me how much he loved me and to lay down everything. Need to start carrying tissues seriously. I have defently layed it down no doubt about that.

Its not like it stop there it carried on till Monday so UCB spoke to me to will save that for next blog. So remember God Loves you stop listening to the worldly things and worries that seriously annoy you and go to God at the end of the days worries of life always get you Down But remember he got love to bring you through !!  And Stop Moaning about it or Him and Start Listening ok !! God bless thanks for reading !!